My Final Piece for Peace

Of Moth and Squid, Of Envy and Angst (The Truest Conclusion)

I thought I made an end to this melodramatic display of angst. I was wrong. I just learned last week that one of the characters in this plot was confronted by the villain. This same character friend of mine was the least vicious among the superfriends with me, being the most vicious one. Bwahahaha!

Well, I snapped upon hearing what has transpired then and I felt for my friend who hid it from me all along. I know how helpless she could have been at that time. My emotions went high that I want to crush the villain to her tiniest bits that no amount of her venomed ink would be spared. My title for this entry should have been: “Mock me, Mock me Monkey!”

Now I have calmed down, I realized that it was really over and way behind us all. Initially, I hated my friend for hiding it from me but I learned to appreciate her efforts not to let me waste my precious time anymore. Though, until now, I feel no guilt nor regret for having ridiculed such a lowly creature. Still, I ought it to my God to find peace in my heart to forgive and to put an end to this non-sense drama. It would be hypocrite on my part to extend a hand of peace now but I strongly believe in co-existence. My friends and I may never be friends again with the villain. At least, we can sleep soundly knowing we have no enemies.

I will miss Apps!

I always say that in wherever company I am, I am there to work and not to socialize. Finding real friends in any workplace is one remarkable blessing I consider. I feel grateful to have found a true friend in Apple.

Call her by any name, Apps, Conchita or Chester, she will always be dear to me. She will be my little sister I would always be fond of. I would miss our movie and dinner dates, ourlengthy conversations at Starbucks, our lazy days in Boracay, and our infamous adventure in Thailand.

With her new assignment, I know she will accomplish what she ought to do. She will be away for quite sometime but our friendship will continue to evolve beautifully despite the distance.

I never consider any of my friends as my best one but Apple is definitely one of my closest. Thanks, Apps, for the friendship. I will miss you dearly, ’till our next cups of coffee, movie, dinner or beach holiday!

I am an Analytical Thinker

Analytical Thinkers are reserved, quiet persons. They like to get to the bottom of things – curiosity is one of their strongest motives. They want to know what holds the world together deep down inside. They do not really need much more to be happy because they are modest persons. Many mathematicians, philosophers and scientists belong to this type. Analytical Thinkers loathe contradictions and illogicalness; with their sharp intellect, they quickly and comprehensively grasp patterns, principles and structures. They are particularly interested in the fundamental nature of things and theoretical findings; for them, it is not necessarily a question of translating these into practical acts or in sharing their considerations with others. Analytical Thinkers like to work alone; their ability to concentrate is more marked than that of all other personality types. They are open for and interested in new information.

Analytical Thinkers have little interest in everyday concerns – they are always a little like an “absent-minded professor” whose home and workplace are chaotic and who only concerns himself with banalities such as bodily needs when it becomes absolutely unavoidable. The acknowledgement of their work by others does not play a great role for them; in general,they are quite independent of social relationships and very self-reliant. Analytical Thinkers therefore often give others the impression that they are arrogant or snobby – especially because they do not hesitate to speak their mind with their often harsh (even if justified) criticism and their imperturbable self-confidence. Incompetent contemporaries do not have it easy with them. But whoever succeeds in winning their respect and interest has a witty and very intelligent person to talk to. A partner who amazes one with his excellent powers of observation and his very dry humour.

It takes some time before Analytical Thinkers make friends, but then they are mostly friends for life. They only need very few people around them. Their most important ability is to be a match for them and thus give them inspiration. Constant social obligations quickly get on their nerves; they need a lot of time alone and often withdraw from others. Their partner must respect this and understand that this is not due to the lack of affection. Once they have decided in favour of a person, Analytical Thinkers are loyal and reliable partners. However, one cannot expect romance and effusive expressions of feelings from them and they will definitely forget their wedding anniversary. But they are always up to a night spent with stimulating discussions and a good glass of wine!

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I wish I am Batman!

But I happen to be Iron Man. Maybe because I do not feel comfortable wearing cape and thongs. hehehe

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Sick. Signs. Sighs.

Since I got sick last week, I feel that I have not fully recovered.  I feel sick still.  There are things needed to be done already but I refuse to lift a finger.  I am not in my best elements. Sigh!

Everytime I get sick, I have this as a sign to make drastic decisions. Either I quit from my job, I engage into a relationship, or I runaway without filing a leave of absence.  Though at this point, I don’t feel doing any of those as there a lot of things are at stake now.  At my age, I must think mature enough.  I should decide what is best in a long term.

Tomorrow is a another day. Embracing the Japanese idea of Kaizen, I want to be better as each day comes. I want to accomplished more. To do them,  I would conserve my energy for now.

Sigh!

Or maybe, just maybe, I need to change my vitamins for me to be complete. Yes, I want to be complete! Nyehehehe… Sigh!