My Colorgenics
December 27, 2008
Found this at www.goldinuniverse.com and is quite accurate. Whew, it really sums up my feelings now. Bravo to its creator, Prof. Paul Goldin!
Name: Reyginald
Date: 12/27/2008
Colorgenics Number: 17302465
At this time you are feeling ‘uptight’ and you are urgently in need of rest and relaxation; but perhaps even more than that you need to overcome that feeling that you have been ‘hard done by’ and treated with a complete lack of consideration. Maybe you have, but whatever may have been the cause of your inherent anxiety, you regard the situation as intolerable. Your are, however, sufficiently competent to turn that situation around – you have overcome similar problems in the past, and really this one isn’t too different.
Being impulsive and irritable, your desires and needs are paramount. You do things with insufficient thought – with little regard to the consequences that may follow. As a consequence of this attitude, you may be experiencing stress and conflict.
Enough is enough – but the problems never seem to stop. They never stop. You feel, and maybe you are right, that the problems seem to go on and on and you have indeed had more than your fair share of trials and tribulations. But to give you credit – you bounce back time and time again – you stick to your beliefs because deep down you have that inner knowledge, that ‘belief’ system that in the end, everything will turn out OK – and you are right -it will!
For whatever the reason, you find it extremely difficult to sustain relationships – that is to sustain them in the manner that you would wish. You are a very gentle sort of person, full of feeling, sensitivity and susceptible to love and affection, looking and longing for a partner with whom you can enjoy ‘All things bright and beautiful’ – someone with whom you can seek out the more esoteric things of life. But up to now this person has only existed in your imagination. You are very choosy, appreciative, refined and extremely artistic in temperament and it is your hope to seek others who will allow you to form and express your own taste and judgement and who at the same time may assist you in your intellectual or artistic growth.
You are inclined to be too trusting and you feel that you need to be on your guard against the possibility that your endeavours and actions may be misunderstood. Too often you have been taken advantage of and you have been mentally abused. Now you are seeking a relationship which can provide peace of mind, where you can be yourself and not have the need to put on a false front.
My favorite number is 7 but…
December 27, 2008
I got this from my Facebook account. Almost everything is true except a single negative trait. I don’t think I am discontented.
Your Life Path Number is 6
Your Life Path Number represents the path you should take through life and the talents and skills you have to make your journey a rewarding one.
Your Life Path Number makes you a both a healer and a provider. You maintain a balanced life and are looked upon by others as a stable and trustworthy person. You are sympathetic and caring, which makes you a good listener and counsellor. You are able see the best in people around you.
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Rants over wants…
December 22, 2008
I am totally pissed off now. I am disappointed with my boss for his inconsistencies. I can blame him though, as he is Korean and I need to understand that we are a Korean-funded start-up company. Hence, we need to submit to the regulations of the culture he was raised and that of our investors.
Still, I can’t help but rant now. I know that I have my share of inconsistencies. I try to avoid being one. But when I am aware that I am being incosistent, I am diplomatic about the issue especially when my associates are involved. Shallow as it may look like, but certain issues should be resolved no matter how substantial it is. Read: substanstial not irrelevant.
I believe that I have complimentary leadership skills with my boss. He is authoritative while I am people-oriented. We have one unified goal but getting to that goal is another story. Sometimes, we debate on issues. What is good is, we end up in a compromise most of the time. In rare times, I need to submit to his authority. Afterall, I am just his employee.
But this is the only time, I think I am right but felt helpless. Certain things I am fighting for the sake of my associates but my boss rejected the idea only after sometime when negotiations and huggling already took place. I felt that my word was on the line. That I need to bite the bullet and admit to my associates that I was wrong. That there was a miscommunication within the management. Sadly, I am part of this management.
Well, I expect my people to understand me. But I cannot undo the fact that my words could not be trusted by them all the time. I have to earn their trust and loyalty again.
Finally, I should learn a lesson or two from this experience which I have yet to unravel. For now, I need to be more focused with my job at any given circumstance.