Am I found?
February 3, 2009
I thought I was a couple of weeks ago but I refused to be so. Perhaps, it is not yet time. Maybe, it was not really meant to be. It was just my first date with this person, hoping that the universes conspire and so after, I could proclaim mightily that I was found! Unfortunately, things unfolded the way I half-expected. There was no magic but fleshy desires. There was no future to uphold, only moments to savor.
That first date was followed by a second and third one and most probably by a fourth and fifth and so on. But that’s all about it. Just dates, no commitments, no strings attached, no expectations for now. Who knows? What we may have overlooked (and continue to overlook now) may turn out to be beatiful someday. Well, this one is worth taking slowly. Though, I am neither waiting nor expecting. I am just enjoying the ride ’til it last.
One thing is definite. I shall be found… soon!
